If you have seen that reality show entitled Bridezilla then you may have a faint idea of how I will be about my wedding. Ever since I was a little girl I have been picking out different flowers, colors, dresses, etc. You name it and I already have a picture of how it is to be in my head. Speaking of pictures, I even know the coventry wedding photographer that I will have take the photos on my day. I am wondering if my controlling nature is why my boyfriend has been a little reluctant to pop the question in the first place.